Well… sort of; Holly found my other one and part of me wants to just keep shouting I HAVE PROBLEMS AND THIS IS WHY I LEFT YOU until she actually says something about it to my face about seeing why I had to break her heart last year. I doubt that will happen. I also forgot who one of my followers are because they changed their name (keep calm and show me zan- I’m looking at you :v) TELL MEEe. But yeah. 2 1/2 weeks left to survive… then ill… idk. Ill take may off and do something. I want to hang out with a girl somewhere and just relax. or myself. i dont know. :\ I never know. My bike is on campus because it rained all day. I have tears in my eyes and i just feel like the loneliest fucker in the whole world right now. I wish I’d wake up and someone would hold me and said they wouldn’t let me go and i think thatd be a great way to restart my life. While we’re dreaming I’ll taking a pony.
LOL. Also, we’re both sexually insensitive. Kind of lame. I don’t know who to ask about that though. They can fix it though. so not sure really what do.
THIS WILL BE MY FIRST TIME IN ABUOT 3 YEARS AND IT WONT BE RUSHED AND EVERYTHING WILL BE GREAT AND SEX AND LOVE AND FUCK YEAH FOR RELATIONSHIPS THAT GO STRAIGHT THERE AND STAY THERE TIL ONE OF US DIES. NOW TO GO FAIL A TEST TOMORROW CAUSE EXHAUSTED AS FUCK
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Like I said, this is what I have to deal with myself and big girls don’t cry. :V or guys. it has nothing to do with you~ ITS PERSONAL MYSELF AND I
Shes mad. Dont care. This is my blog~ These are problems. I honestly don’t care who reads this and dont care if people care or not about my problems. I use this to relate to myself. This is my life~ honestly, I’ve felt a bit better today just doing work, not playing is she going to want to talk to me or not (?) Is she going to want to date me or not?
I have friends who don’t insult me and talk about things with me all the time. I’ll miss her but if she gets that offended that I don’t trust people to not cheat on me or just in general well I guess it wasn’t a fit. If shes going to leave my life forever I”m not going to try to stop her. I’ll be sad but we can’t change what people think of us. Well except for my research lab. I told her to go die in minecraft and she thinks i meant in real life. Whatever; least she’ll be happy I’ll be happy. Its life.
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